So what I'm a LOSER

I thought High School was going to be like my 9th grade year at middle school. I loved middle school um, except for 7th grade. I loved how I saw my friends in the hall ways every time I walked through them. I was in classes with most of them everyday, some times even 5 times a day! I knew everyone in my classes by name on the first day of school because everyone hung out with each other. I was pretty low on peoples radar. By that meaning I wasn't really hated. Sure I was hated by some. But no one is liked by everyone. People knew me by name and said hello. I was nerdy but hey I got by alright. I had my fair share of friends and everything was going good for me. I had my posse of friends I could count on in case I needed the days assignment or something. But now, everythings different. I find myself as odd man out kind of. Now don't get me wrong I still I have friends. But my friends from middle school, have seemed to break away. The are on the sports teams and have oodles of friends the see in the hall way. I walk around before school aimlessly by myself trying to hook up with friends. I find myself not knowing barely any one and feel hopeless because at my old school I knew tons of people. I was familiar. In my classes, I am sometimes by myself. And I swear if I eat lunch by myself again, I might as well post LOSER on my back. Most of my friends have A lunch on both days. And I Have B lunch. I have a great group to eat with on B days most of the time. But A days, I have no one. I ate on the steps, with people I knew from school but never really hung out with. It makes me sad. This in kinda turning out to be a whole lot like 7th grade. Bottom of the pile, not knowing hardly any one. I know it gets better when you get to know people. But right now, I just need some friends.